Do you know what a cuckold is?

I had just finished fucking Nathan after our first date (because that’s how I roll) when he asked me that question. I didn’t really care, but I hadn’t got off yet so I figured that if I humoured him and kept the conversation going, he’d be ready to go again. He explained, tentatively at first, that he had a fetish/fantasy of being with a woman who denied him sex, whilst having sex with other men. As someone with an incredibly high sex drive, the idea of wanting to be denied sex boggles my mind. What? But? Have you ever? WHY??????

I listened intently, not really understanding what he got out of it exactly. But for some reason, it really did intrigue me.  Maybe because it was something new and different. Maybe because he told me of his previous relationship where his girlfriend had dumped him for the bull she was fucking, and I felt sorry for him. Or maybe it was simply because in that moment, we’d had sex and I hadn’t cum but there he was, offering a possible solution.

Looking back on that moment four years later, I love the fact that he was honest with me from the start. He gave me the opportunity to either say yes this is a road I want to go down or no, but thanks anyway. That night I went home and read articles about cuckolding, and the next day and the day after that. I wanted to know more about this lifestyle that I’d never heard of before and didn’t really understand. I came across a lot of “grooming” websites, which gave men tips on how to convince your partner to cheat on you or set up situations that would lead to cheating. One recurring example was to invite a few male friends over, get them and your partner insanely drunk, play a raunchy game and essentially let nature take its course. In my limited experience, the one thing I’ve learnt is that if you can’t be 100% honest with your partner to the point you literally cannot even ask them to cuckold you, then you’re probably going to have a relationship breakdown and end up as one of those morally self-righteous news stories about why open relationships don’t work. Thanks.

So after about a week of researching cuckolding, and discussing with Nathan what the ground rules would be (any undisclosed secret encounters would count as actual cheating, not cuckolding and I would only fuck, no dates or friendships), I decided to go along with it. I was excited to test the water and kept looking for opportunities to hook up with another guy, which ended up happening about a week later. Just like a scene out of a bad porno, I needed to get my laptop repaired and after some playful flirting, the guy at the shop invited me back to his place for some “afterhours servicing”. I cringed internally at the pun but I was excited to try my first stint at cucking Nathan. I texted him pictures of the sexy dress I was wearing, pics of me not wearing underwear and then all the things I wanted to do to the computer guy. It was thrilling knowing I was working him up without even being there. I went over to the guys house and he was pretty much straight into it, kissing me all over my face and my breasts and as soon as he slid his hand up my leg and realized I wasn’t wearing underwear, he called me a slut and kissed me hard on the mouth. I was fucking him within the first 5 minutes of walking through the door. It was no-strings, super hot and I admit I felt a bit like a secret agent, silently memorising the especially lurid moments so I could call Nathan and tell him about it later. I came 3 times and felt thoroughly spent. He snuggled up to me and started stroking my hair gently, then said the one thing I hadn’t really prepared for: “That was amazing, when can I see you again?” I wasn’t sure if I could just blurt out, Ahh I have a boyfriend! Or if I should just play it aloof and say I’ll call him some time. If you haven’t realised it by now, I tend to neurotically overanalyze everything I do. I awkwardly sat up and stammered out a lie about how I couldn’t really see anyone because work has me travelling interstate all the time so it would be too difficult to arrange another date or hookup. Thankfully he got the hint (or believed me) and did the whole, “Yeah that’s cool but *yawn* it’s late I’ve got work tomorrow, time to go” spiel, to which I gratefully obliged.

I called Nathan while driving home and relayed the details of the night, while listening to him jerking off and eventually cum. I felt so much more seductive with the power I had over him, than I’d ever experienced in my life. It was like nothing I’ve ever done before, but I knew it was something I wanted to keep doing. Keep putting him in his place and reminding him that he doesn’t deserve to fuck me, and that even if he did he would never measure up to the other guys.

That was the first time I cuckolded Nathan, and I kinda liked it. Tell me in the comments about your first time cucking your partner, or if you’re yet to do so, how you plan on being much more suave than I ever was.

Patty xx



    1. Thanks BlijfBeminnen, glad to hear you enjoyed it. I’m hoping to post at least once a week, but feel free to make suggestions on any cuckolding topics you’d like me to write about 🙂


  1. I have had a long time fantasy of my wife taking lovers. There are a lot of things that turn me on about this. Part of it is the “double standard” that I must remain monogamous and she can play if she wants. We have had a few “near miss” attempts, but I hope she will play with another male some day. After years of discovery, we have come to enjoy her being in charge of the bedroom. I am very sexually submissive. Sex is for the wife’s pleasure – she always comes first. My guess is she comes about 3X more often than I do. So, male orgasm denial is part of our play. I am a much better husband when I am denied orgasm – I go into courtship mode, like when we were dating.

    I fantasize about her having sex with other men frequently, especially when I am denied. My biggest fantasy would be for both of them to have sex and climax, but me staying denied. That way she gets the raw sex but still having a loving doting husband at home. I would like to “help” them have sex (such as give her foreplay and caress her while they go at it).

    I’m interested in your experiences denying Nathan.



    1. Hi sherulestherooster

      Thank you for your comment. What were the near misses you experienced? Cuckolding for the first time I imagine would be a bit hard for your wife if you’ve been married for a long time. For Nathan and myself, because we started from the beginning I didn’t really have the thought, “What’s so wrong with me that you don’t want to have sex with me?” that most women ask themselves, because by the time we fell in love, cuckolding was already so well ingrained in our sexual routine that weirdly enough, I felt/feel cuckolding is a true expression of my love for him.

      In terms of your denial fantasies, they definitely parallel that of Nathan. Denial is a big part of our play as well, not just from denying him physical sex but also by ruining his orgasms when we do have sex or by stimulating him while he’s in chastity. And similarly to you, the more I deny him while being with other men, the more adoration he has for me and the more he tries to “woo” me. I will definitely do a post on the denial aspect of our relationship so we can discuss further 🙂


      1. We had set up Craigslist ads. My wife enjoyed seeing all the “suitors”. Some of them were much hotter than me. A lot posted photos of their cocks, and they were huge. We tried to meet two potentials, but they chickened out. We actually met one, but he was a total dud. Not sure when or if we will try again.

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  2. I’m the bull with a couple we are good friends with. He has a gorgeous 40 something MILF and she loves to get laid. Her husband likes to hide in the closet because it makes it seem more like nobody knows he is there or if he can he’ll stand outside and look in through the window. He’s a great photographer and is always available to take pictures or movies. The only problem is that his movies typically jiggle as he’s usually jerking off while filming. 🙂

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    1. Haha that’s hilarious! We would have the same problem with jiggling, so instead we set up a camera in a corner of the bedroom while Nathan sat in the living room watching the live stream. We could hear him from the bedroom enjoying himself, so it worked well 😉

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