Month: June 2015

The Perfect Bull

I’ve been tardy with my posts and completely negligent with my Sunday Sessions exploits and that’s because recently, I found the perfect bull.

My bull’s cock is a modest 7 inches but thick enough to make me both simultaneously want to cross my legs and cream. It’s black and gorgeous and when it was first unveiled the head glistened in the dim light of the bedroom. Beautifully proportioned, yet still too big for me to suck on properly to give him the oral he deserved. I licked the shaft and invited Nathan to come join me. The perfect bull for most cuckold couples is one who will not just let the little cuck watch but also partake in the foreplay. After all, little cuck should know his place is to satisfy the needs of both his partner and her bull.

Our bull was strong and silent, and his cock unwaveringly hard. Nathan was so turned on by the sight he put himself into chastity. It was one of the few times he did so without being instructed. I loved that he automatically knew he was the beta male to my bull. Nathan then lay me down on the bed and spread my legs for our bull. I kissed him on the forehead and he smiled shyly, biting his lip and slipping a few fingers inside me to make sure I was ready.

The bull’s cock ran up my inner thigh as I shuddered, bracing internally for him to enter me. He was gentle at first, slowly pushing into me and then stopping until I was ready to take more of him. Suddenly with one great thrust he was inside me and every part of my body tingled. My eyes were watering from being stretched by such a big cock. It was slightly painful, but as he moved in and out of me the pleasure quickly took over. I looked up and could see little cuck looking at me with complete adoration. “You could never fuck me like this.” I said between moans, and I meant it. I mentioned in my previous post about how I find emasculation talk fake and forced but not this time. It came naturally with each thrust of the bull’s cock. And yet another trait of the perfect bull, he wasn’t put off by the fact that I was yelling out obscenities and humiliating Nathan in front of him.

I turned around to get into the position for doggy and for the bull to finish me. He didn’t hold back like the first time and drove himself into me hard and fast. Little cuck reached around to finger my clit at the same time and after a minute I had an earth shattering orgasm followed by a few aftershocks. The bull withdrew his cock once I was done and I collapsed forward, with my head in my hands, heart pounding in my ears and ass in the air. I could feel my cum dripping down my thigh, and soon the soft little tongue of my cuck lovingly cleaning me up. It was a perfect bull experience.

But… I have a confession to make, my perfect bull is a strap-on I bought for Nathan to fuck me with all weekend long. He had a constant dribble of cum through the bars of his cock cage and I could barely walk afterwards. Needless to say, a strapon is not the same as feeling warm flesh pressed against your body, but holy fuck no one has ever made me cum that hard.

Patty xx

Emasculating Nathan

One of the more devious joys I get from cuckolding Nathan, is emasculating him privately and in public. Nothing thrills me more than ordering him to wear my pink g-string under his jeans when we’re about to go out, and then slyly lifting his top to expose his sissy secret. Nathan loves being humiliated for being a lesser man (hence why I cuckold him) so emasculation was an obvious progression. At first we kept all things emasculation in the bedroom. I’d tell him to wear my underwear and bra and parade around for me, asking what all his friends would think if they knew he was nothing more than a little sissy cuck. Or on occasion when I’d invite over a particularly dominant bull, Nathan would sit in the corner with one of my little pink dresses on, lips parted and ready to take the bull’s cock in his mouth.

However, I’m honestly not the greatest when it comes to dirty talk let alone verbal emasculation. I just feel like what I’m saying sounds really insincere and forced, especially when he asks me to humiliate him for having a small penis when he’s really not that small at all. So I make it work by getting more involved with physical than verbal emasculation. That’s not to say I never remind him that he’d never be able to satisfy me to extent my bulls do, but in this case actions definitely speak louder than words! Below are some examples of my interpretation of certain phrases that I feel I translate better into a physical emasculation:

Your cock is so small you’re basically a woman, so you might as well look like one.”

I apply my make up to him until I was satisfied. Long, thick mascara curled lashes, garish red lipstick and a hot pink blush. Then I’d take photos of him all dolled up and tease him asking which friend he’d like me to text the photos to first…

“Your penis is so small I’d never cum if I fucked you, and that’s why you deserve to be cuckolded.”

While I’m on my knees sucking on the big, thick cock of a bull I like to call Nathan over and have him hold his penis out as a comparison. Sometimes I take photos, sometimes the bull takes photos. Either way, Nathan knows he could never compete.

“I’d rather fuck a woman than you.”

I get him to wear my prettiest, laciest bra and then fuck me with a strap on. Sometimes I’ll apply makeup as well, just to really drive this point.

“You’re a pathetic sissy faggot and everyone can tell just by looking at you.”

Usually after or during a night when he’s acted as a fluffer for my bull, I’ll pull out a big black permanent marker and write ‘cock sucking slut’ across his chest. The next day is always fun when I make him wear a white t-shirt that isn’t quite see through, unless you’re really looking hard…

“I’m revoking your right to orgasm.”

I gave my favourite bull the key to his chastity cage.

I don’t truly get any sexual satisfaction from the actual sissification of Nathan, but I do from the power it gives me. Each time I do it, I’m transported back to that same feeling I had the very first time I cuckolded him. I’m in complete control and he follows my orders not because he fears me, but because he wants to be in complete supplication to me. Just like with cuckolding, when I emasculate Nathan the after effect is he’s more devoted and loving. I then end up wanting to push the boundaries further, which he again reflects back and we end up in a place of complete love and trust in each other that started off by me telling Nathan his penis might as well be a little clitoris. It’s weird but it works for us.

Do you emasculate or sissify your partner? Cuckold couples or non-cuckold couples alike, I’d love to hear your stories and experiences!

Patty xx

Sometimes you just need a bit of vanilla

Do you remember the first time you had sex with someone and the lead up to it was a gradual slow burn? It’s tender, loving kisses and fingers lightly tracing over parts of your body. Being held close in their embrace and nuzzling into their neck, breathing in their scent. You’re lying on your back looking up at the adoration in their eyes as they position themselves on top of you. They stroke your hair and as they gently thrust between your legs you let out a soft gasp. Everything goes hazy just like in the movies, it’s just you and this other person in complete harmony and nothing else could be more perfect.

I’m ashamed to admit my first moment like this in my relationship with Nathan, wasn’t exactly with Nathan. Don’t get me wrong I loved Nathan then as much as I love him now, but I suppose we were so caught up with cuckolding we never really had an intimate moment with each other like that. There were moments when we would spoon each other, not speaking and just holding hands but besides that, we weren’t ever really intimate and it’s something I never even realised (nor Nathan) until about a year and a half into our relationship. It might sound a bit strange but we weren’t always living together and when we would see each other we’d always be having so much fun together – cuckolding or otherwise – that it just kinda slipped our minds to stop once in a while and really be with each other.

When I invited Tom over, I knew he wanted to have what I call “nice sex”. Basically when a bull doesn’t want a throw down or anything out of the ordinary, just a nice way to spend a cold night indoors and under the covers. Usually it’s a bull with a bit of a hero complex who wants to rescue me from the “evil cuckold” who they think forces me to have sex with random men (for the record, not true!!) but what can I say, I let it slide because I’m a sucker for a big, thick cock! But Tom was different. He was so beautifully gentle and truly cherished me so that by the end of it I didn’t know whether to cum or cry because of the realization I’d never experienced this with Nathan. I came of course, but I was still upset. After Tom left, I was absolutely beside myself and called Nathan asking him for reassurance that we were in love and it wasn’t all just an illusion created by the fun we were having. Were we even boyfriend and girlfriend or just really weird friends with lax boundaries who had sex in front of each other? “If you love me, then why don’t we have nice sex?” After I said it I realised I never told him about my secret term and was about to explain, but he knew exactly what I meant and told me we’d give cuckolding a break and spend more time together, just the two of us. No bulls, no orgasm denial, no chastity, no emasculation. Just the two of us.

I was actually a bit nervous on our first non-cuckold night together and slightly anxious that after all this time I’d spent cuckolding him and role playing as a femdom, maybe he wouldn’t like me as I am. He took my hand and lead me to the bedroom, then took my face in his hands and kissed me without first asking permission. It was a completely different dynamic but he managed to put me at ease. He took his time undressing me, before laying me on the bed. We had nice sex. It was vanilla and boring and blissfully perfect.

I took a break from cuckolding Nathan for about 3 months before I was ready to jump on a bull again, and taking breaks is something we do regularly now as well. Every few months we have a month of just us time and I feel like it strengthens us even more. Physical intimacy is one of those things that’s completely underrated and unappreciated until you realise it’s missing. I’m yet to find it mentioned on other cuckold blogs because the focus is usually on the importance of communication. Maybe our situation is unique because I cuckolded Nathan from the start rather than halfway through our relationship, when most people have already had these intimate moments and didn’t have to fret about them. The same way I never worried about why Nathan would prefer to watch me with other men than have sex himself, because it was something we established from the beginning. But I firmly believe physical intimacy is important and needs to be maintained in a cuckold relationship, because there really is no amount of big cocks that can replace it!

Tell me about how you maintain intimacy in your cuckold relationship. Do you take time outs every now and then or do you only cuckold your partner rarely anyway? And what do you feel is the bigger issue for cuckold couples – communication or physical intimacy?

Patty xx

Sunday Session: Domenic & Julian

I didn’t have time to post a Sunday Session last weekend AND I was late this weekend, so I thought I’d make up for it by posting a special one tonight about the time I cucked Nathan with two guys at the same time.

Julian and Domenic were twin brothers who shared everything, including especially pussy. I met Domenic first and quickly arranged for him to come over on a long weekend coming up. After about a week of texting back and forth, he brought up the idea of having a threesome and if it was something I was into he could arrange for someone to join us. Specifically, his brother Julian. I was hesitant because truthfully, I really don’t enjoy threesomes. Maybe I fall into the category of “I just haven’t had a good one yet”, but every experience I’ve had, the extra person is in the way, I never know who to focus on, and it just seems really messy and disorganized. So I politely told Domenic it seemed like a nice idea, but I wasn’t into threesomes. He texted back asking if instead of a threesome, Julian just sat outside in the living room with Nathan and waited his turn. My deviant mind immediately thought of my little cuck. How deliciously humiliating would it be for him, not only sitting in the living room having to listen to his girlfriend having sex – but sitting on the couch next to the guy who would be fucking her next! I told Domenic I was on board.

I told Nathan about Domenic and Julian, and how I expected him to be at their beck and call for whatever they needed throughout the night. He was to sit and listen to what they wanted to do to me, compliment and commend them on their ability to stay hard and fuck me with their much bigger, thicker cocks and if one of them needed a fluffer, he would get on his knees and suck them off. And under no circumstances was he to touch himself. If he was able to follow the rules then I would reward him by letting him cum after they had left.

Domenic and Julian had a thing for slutty school girls, so I wore a navy blue tartan skirt with a sheer white top and white knee high socks. I felt a bit cliché but after seeing Nathan’s facial expression as I was getting ready, I knew I looked good. I kissed him and let him put his hand up my skirt to squeeze my ass and reminded him it was going to belong to two men tonight. Just then there was a knock at the door, and little cuck sprung into action. Opening the door and welcoming Domenic and Julian in, offering them drinks and asking if they’d like to take a seat on the couch – acting just like a good subservient little cuck should. I made my entrance and sat right between the two boys, kissing both on the lips and placing my hands in both their laps. Nathan returned with the drinks, to find me with Domenic’s tongue down my throat and Julian’s hands under my top squeezing and massaging my breasts, while kissing the back of my neck. I looked at him out of the corner of my eyes and could see he was struggling not to touch himself. I winked at Domenic and whispered to him we should move into the bedroom, but he tugged me back. “I want to fuck you here on the couch while Jules and your boyfriend watch.” Straight away, Julian got up and sat on the opposite couch next to Nathan, and started rubbing his cock through his pants.

I straddled Domenic, grinding into his lap and kissing his face as he removed my top and skirt so that I was completely naked with the exception of my white knee high socks. I felt obliged to put on a show for my little audience, so I moaned loudly and arched my back to stick my chest out, which Domenic couldn’t help but take as a sign to lick and suck on my nipples. Once he was completely worked up, I turned around so that I was facing Nathan and Julian on the opposite couch and lowered myself onto Domenic’s cock. Moving slowly so they could clearly see it going in and out of me. Little cuck was beside himself, seeing all my pussy juices running down Domenic’s cock and not being allowed to lick it up.

It didn’t take long for Domenic to cum, but when he did Julian was straight to me. I didn’t even see him take his pants off but he had my on the floor on all fours and started fucking me from behind. Julian definitely enjoyed taking me in front of Nathan, and asked if he was that much of a loser to let two strangers fuck his girlfriend, in his own house while he watched on. Cucky was sweating and biting his lip but was finally tipped over the edge when Julian looked him dead in the eye and said, “Watch me cum inside your girlfriend, faggot.” I came. Julian came. Nathan was fumbling to undo his pants, only able to give his penis two little tugs but it was already a dribbling ruined orgasm.

I was well and truly spent. I lay on the floor next to Julian and Domenic came down to lie on the other side of me, both men just lightly running their fingers up and down my body. Nathan cleaned himself up and returned to the living room and sat patiently. Julian sat up and I could feel him gently putting his fingers in my pussy, “You know I’m curious to see what it looks like to see another man eat my cum.” He looked at Nathan and pointed to me, “I want you to lick your girlfriend clean until I decide it’s acceptable.” Domenic looked a bit worried that maybe Julian was going too far, but it was perfect! Nathan was still sitting on the couch so I motioned him with my finger, “Don’t make Julian ask you twice my little cuck…” Straight away he was on all fours, his face between my legs and licking frantically. Julian watched on, pointing every so often to tell him he missed a spot until he was satisfied and ordered Nathan to stop.

That was the first time I cucked Nathan with two men at the same time and it was more fun than I thought it would be. I hooked up with Julian a few more times after that because he really enjoyed playing the role of the bull, but Domenic felt it was a bit too weird to do again. I haven’t had another time with more than one man since then but it’s definitely something I’d like to do in future, maybe with three to four men, one after the other while little cucky watches.

Patty xx